Do people choose to hurt others??
Do they specifically select what to do, what buttons to push, what to say that would pierce through the heart of others??
What do you expect me to do now?? Not care?? Be heartless??, be you??
Do you expect me to start hurting people too??
This is not a suicide note.
The fact that right after this the pills I swallowed an hour ago will kick in is a mere coincidence
This is not a suicide note
I wonder how God feels, watching the things he created destroy themselves
Destroy his creations.
I know how I feel when you destroy yourself,
When you burn my poems and tears.

This is not a suicide note.
The fact that blood blots out of me when I retch is just a fortunate stroke of serendipity
This is not a suicide note

When the preacher starts to talk about ashes and dust, do not cry, my love.
Do not act like you didn’t hear my whispers as you drained my will to live, as you killed me.
This is not a suicide note.

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